my favorite came in to the office today.
he spoke of engagement rings...
but not for me.
it will take all my strength not to end my life, because i cant live if living is with out him.
even if it is not by my hand, i fear my life is in danger. i feel weak, i feel cold, i feel my life draining away. i am dying of a broken heart.
i am reminded of the story of the little mermaid. a young girl who traded everything to pursue her love. she eventually had to watch her love marry another woman. she did not stop the marriage even though it meant she her life.
she turned into sea foam.
fuck me that sucks right.
real talk: ok, so this whole crush love on my favorite is mostly for fun. it is a way for me to entertain myself and get through the work day.
it was tho based on a little crush i had on this guy. he is cute and funny and i enjoy talking to him and helping him when he comes into the office.
i knew he had a girl friend and was pretty much engaged because they both came in when he started school.
this however is a little kick in the nuts.
reality ruining all my fun. :(
on top of it all it might have been him when i was smoking....maybe this is all a game. hahaha.
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